I thought about finally going to see her today. Checked her AW profile, but she's now taken the fucking number off.
Not to worry I thought I have her number in my phone. Checked and then realised I'd delated it.
I can't be arsed to email anymore as most of them don't reply. And I am not pissing about with AW booking.
No phone number = no appointment as far as I am concerned.
I have phoned her several times in the past when nearby and the phone has always been on voicemail.
I have planned to see her then discovered she hasn't been working that day.
I have planned to see her then discovered she has moved. Then it transpires she hasn't.
I have now accepted I am destined never to see her.
I suppose after all this even if I did it would inevitably be disappointing after all the anticipation.