I still get nervous 5 or 6 years on. I always seek out a venue I haven't been to before at least an hour before the appointment. This helps ease the nerves.
I've been punting for coming up to 30 years now and I still get the nerves!
The difference is, I've come to love that feeling now... knowing I'm doing something a bit risque, I could get caught by my SO, meeting a complete stranger and more or less knowing that 100% of the time I'm going to be balls deep in them shortly...
So many good comments and suggestions to your post, I have very little to add... However, here is my little checklist I go through when arranging a meet. Apologies for any duplication of previous suggestions etc.
1) Do your due diligence... are they legitimate? Any good reviews of WG/escort here? UKPunting has been an invaluable tool in that respect.
2) Unless you are specifically looking for underage or trafficked WG (and if you are, fuck you! You deserve to be arrested), then
you're not doing anything illegal arranging and paying for sex!. I know there is a grey area of still being potentially prosecuted even if you innocently did not know a prossie was being trafficked. But don't put yourself in that position in the first place.
3) Fire up the ole punting phone, call/message WG (first of the nerves kicking in for me!)... How do they sound? Do they reply straight away etc.
4) Once you've secured an address or postcode, go straight to Google Streetview, to check out the location and for places to park well away from punting venue.
5) Shit, piss and shower and then you're off to drain your sack and wallet! For me, the nerves are now really kicking in, but I enjoy the sensation. It makes me feel alive... I remember point 2, and I remind myself of another couple of points that calm me down a bit and make me enjoy the nerves as opposed to worrying about them:
- Worrying about what strangers will think? Well in reality, no one really gives a fuck about you! They are too caught up in their own lives. You're nothing special.
- Enjoy the reason you're doing it. If you are guilt-tripping yourself constantly, then maybe this isn't the life for you... I've come to accept I love fucking WG, it's part of who I am, and I will do it to the day I die or my bits stop working!
6) Get to your pre-worked out parking destination and final call to WG to get the full address. Again a quick check on Google Streetview to know which door you're going to be knocking on.
7) Walk up to the door, like you know where you are going and that you've been there hundreds of times before. Keep your head up, and avoid looking around nervously! Behave as you belong there. But most importantly remember to enjoy what will be happening next... 😉
Many times I've come out of a place and someone gives me a knowing smile. It used to bother me, but now I don't give a fuck. Someone will always have an opinion of you. Can't change that from happening, and it always will happen. I just turn my head and ignore them or will smile back.