i've seen ts escorts, and see TS porn. it's the biggest growing genre in the world of porn, and must be so for a reason, right?
I like the female form, and a trans escort despite having a dick has a female appearance. I don't think i am gay, since men don't do it for me at all.
is it sick or weird? i don't think so. I think just as trans porn is growing, then ts escorts are pretty popular. Looking at the photos above, i bet most if seeing them in clothes would find them hot, so it's not and cannot be gay imho.
But there are stuff that I find weird or sick, like BDSM or crossdressing, but it's all relative.