Thanks for your input. I appreciate your perspective. I understand that for many, this situation might seem unusual. However, in my case, with more than one SP, they hesitant to take the lead, even when I express a desire for them to do so.
I'm wondering if there might be something I'm doing or saying, either during or beforehand, that's contributing to this dynamic. I'm generally a shy guy. I want to reflect on this and make any necessary changes to improve, to get more intimacy during sessions.