I’m not that good looking , I do have trouble communicating (autism ?) and I do have anxiety in certain situations.
Also During the OWO I got hard for about 1 minute and then I started thinking about the gonorrhea / herpes /etc , also I felt her teeth and I just couldn’t remain hard
How do you know you are not good looking? It may sound like a stupid question, but has anybody told you so outside of a school playground?
If you are squeamish punting isn't for you simple as. I've had menstrual blood in my mouth, not by choice, I've had my spunk in my eye (also no by choice), I've had a girls squirt into my mouth, I've cut my cock on a girl's teeth. It's not for the faint of heart, but luckily I love messy sex. If stuff like that scares you knock it on the head. Sorry.
Do you know for a fact you have autism? Or is it speculation? If you do have it so fucking what - So does Mark Zuckerberg although he is mild on the spectrum and he invented a social network - don't be the victim. I know you might want a cuddle, but seriously you won't get one from me.
I have anxiety everytime I see an escort. I have anxiety everytime I talk to girl. I have anxiety if on the rare occasion I need to speak up in a meeting or perform at work. Do you know how I got over it? I didn't, I just don't acknowledge I speak my mind and don't think about stupid shit like whether what I say is in some way valid. Fuck me if I can't communicate what chance have I got if I am doing some D\s roleplay and there is trust involved? As the saying goes shape up or ship out.