No you're not being paranoid, but I'd put a different view to the other replies. I used to share your feeling but have since come to realise that there are many women (not just escorts) who love being used and taken hard. They're often a bit submissive, love their man to act like a man and take what he wants - provided she gets the pleasure she needs. It doesn't mean a woman wants disrespect, nor indeed pain, and her need to be used depends on many factors - you can't assume she always wants a good hard pounding. I've generally found that older women particularly enjoy being used hard, including dirty talk, maybe a bit of restraint and a slap on the bum. They have the maturity to know what they want and to demand it, and know how to judge the partner who's using them so that no lines are crossed. Younger women can do it, but they're invariably the ones with a bit more maturity upstairs.
My wife, who I love and respect more than anyone else in my life, still likes gentle lovemaking, but more often likes me to give her a good hard pounding, and gets really turned on when I tell her what I want and talk dirty to her. She groans with pleasure when I tell her she's such a great fuck and how I'm going to splatter her cervix with cum and clean out the mess afterwards - it's only since she's been in her 50's that she's been happy to be used like that.
Google "The Truth About Kinky Women" and you'll find a piece that helped me get my head around all this some years ago.