Hi guys
I am 21 and this week I am visiting
External Link/Members Only I always wanted to wait with loosing my virginity until I meet the right person (someone who will love me) and all that cheap bull**it. However I am 21 now and after experiencing how cruel girls can be these days (took me a year to get over one particular bit***) I am not longer interested in relationships and love as I simply don't believe in it anymore.
Having said all that, I am still a virgin and I feel like I want to get it off my chest and see what's it like to have sex. I'm a student and a part time worker and I don't have time to date people, go out and get drunk, flirt etc. When I get a spare 5 minutes I prefer to go to the gym and that's about it. I also cannot imagine spending my hard earned money on buying drinks for some random girls (never been my cup of tea).
I have spent last 10 hours reading posts on this forum regarding loosing my virginity to a prossie etc and I know that many of you think that this isn't a good idea. However as I have mentioned before I don't have time to do it any other way.
My main aim is to use my paid sessions as a tutorial kind of thing, I want to become good in bed and gain experience so I can then hit on girls at Uni and feel confident approaching them (and of course fucking them). I wouldn't say that I'm shy but I'm kind of sceptical when it comes to girls after going through a serious heartbreak.
In terms of what I expect from my first experience.... I definitely want to get into kissing straight away and then just some classic protected penetration. Of course I know about the health related risks associated with this game and I fully accept them.
Any advice you can give me before my first meeting (that perhaps I haven't seen already) would be appreciated.
Thanks