You are probably all thinking "Just don't go on adultwork and text them anymore dickhead" , but I always end up going back, browsing the whole southeast and London for a quickie, sending out texts to multiple wgs to try and arrange something, then I end up having a lacklustre time feeling very empty inside, maybe I am expecting too much from seeing strangers for sex. I saw a wg that I had visited quite a few times over the past few years and even that didn't satisfy me. I need to stop this now.
Is there anyone else that has felt similar? Is there any software I could use to block sites like adultwork so I can never go back or is it all just down to your own willpower?
I've found that growing old helps!!
I'm now nearer 80 than 70, and have begun to feel my age and was finding it increasingly difficult to get hard, even with Sildenafil. Also, with one or two
very occasional exceptions to 'tick' a Service I really wanted, I'd really only been seeing one lass - once a month - for certainly the last six or seven years. We've become friends; and after one of our 4-hour Sunday afternoon sessions, I said something fluffy like, "I never thought this day would dawn, but I think I'd rather be your friend than your client."
She knew what I meant - it was bloody hard work for both of us for me to get satisfactorily hard - so we agreed that I'd never have another session like the ones we'd had 8 - 10 years ago, but wasn't able to manage any more. We're still in regular contact with each other and are on the phone two or three times a week but I've not had any properly enjoyable sex since that Sunday afternoon. And to be honest, even that wasn't anything worthy of posting a review!
Like I say, I really am beginning to feel old and frail. I've moved into semi-sheltered accommodation - I can imagine what the company who run the accommodation would have to say if "women of the night" started visiting me! - and I'm getting my own flat ready to put on the market.
I'm just hoping my general health holds out; I've still some ambitions left, mainly to do with travel. The discussions I'd had with one of the "mates I've never met" on here, involving a punting holiday once the pandemic was over, possibly in Kyiv
, may have been hit on the head; but there are still places to go and people to see.
But I still pop back on here very occasionally to see how you all are. I know there are certain honourable members - and their members! - who are older than me and still punting; but this is my answer to Llanfair571's initial post.