The door left slightly ajar or opening as you get there and she's hiding behind it. You turn round and closing the door behind you is the sexiest thing on two legs (for that moment) you have ever known......and you're going to come in her mouth and stick your tongue in her wherever you want to.
Even when it doesn't go like that............
Excitement, anticipation, buzz, sex, money....they're all part of what I see as an act of self-affirmation, if you like.
Like saying out loud, 'I’m gainfully employed, independent, pay my own bills, taxes and National Insurance and I’m totally guilt-free. What I don’t have, I don’t want and I need nothing from, nor ask anything of, anyone. I answer to no one but myself, and if she wants to fuck me for money and I'm happy to pay money to fuck her, then let's get naked'.
Welcome to the Hotel Punting. You can check out any time you like, but you can never leave.
And this is about two and a half hours after a really disappointing punt. Review in a few days.