Been doing a lot of thinking last week or so. I enjoy the excitement of seeing new (to me) wgs. But don’t get the same thrill anymore compared to 6-12 months ago.
It’s also a expensive hobby, and Bournemouth prices are only getting worse it seems. Very limited choice between Yeovil-Southampton. It’s also getting harder to tell who out of the new profiles will be secret bb’s! Something that I find disgusting & abit scary.
But overall I enjoy the build up & the meet, for the next couple of hours I have fun flash backs, but (I don’t want to get into a deep mental & emotional conversation) but i feel a quite empty & worthless afterwards. It’s not guilt, I don’t cheat, I’ve been single for a good while now. Just not sure I want to pay for prostitutes anymore.
It’s nothing against the girls I’ve seen, I’ve been quite fortunate, not one negative, and seen a few of the girls a few times now.
So probably going to have a indefinite break. I’ll occasionally come on to see what’s happening locally, there’s maybe one or two if they toured here on reasonable rates I would consider, but I’m not holding my breath.