I had a fiance 6 years ago. I have been single, happy and not interested in another relationship. I can't be doing with the drama.
I feel horny every day but have used porn alot. But since November I have been craving the intimacy of a real woman.
I went to 'The Dam' in January and picked 2 window girls. That was ok but a bit mechanical and sterile. Nothing kills the mood more than a stunning woman, who is a 10 out of 10, giving you Oral, with, for 5 minutes, looking up at you and asking for another 100 euros for sex. No thanks. 50 euros for a 5 minute BJ with no finish. Bargain!
I got back home and booked my first UK escort. Outstanding experience. However even though I managed twice I suffered a bit of ED with the the sex. The BJ was fine. I put this down to me being very nervous and too much exposure to porn.
So I have knocked the porn in the head. I had a punt last night and it was amazing. It was a real good GFE/PSE hybrid experience. She was filth. Spitting on my fella, drooling, CIM, COF, multipl positions etc. That got my mojo back. I'm in work today still dazed from the experience. Every time I think about It I get hard and can't stand stand up from desk