I can relate as I had feelings for a SP last year and the “relationship” (we spent time together had sex which wasn’t always paid meet outside her working world) this lasted for best part of a year, it ended in Feb (she returned to her previous 9to5 life stopped working as an escort) and I’ve now had the benefit of 6 months where I initially felt incredibly let down 6 months on I’m actually quite philosophical about it, the reality was we liked each other, I was a handy free maid, driver, checked out locations for her to work, vetted clients, so the “free” sex I was actually paying for, did we get along yes was it more than a friend with benefits no, would I do it again absolutely I really liked her and I had a wonderful year.
In the cold light of day 6 months on I had a great year with someone I liked she had the best part of a grand out of me and a load of free time, did she shed any tears when she said goodbye only as far as her car.
The reality is your paying for her time, now that shouldn’t stop you feeling attracted or enjoying that time together but always remember when the money stops so will the sex.
Enjoy it but remember why your both together money and sex, that said enjoy it for what it is but be nice and enjoy being together 👍