I guess most of us would have felt this way at some point in our punting careers, especially after a string of shit, WTF, waste of money punts.
But as a relatively new punter I still have all the classic punter 'phases' to experience first.. The MILF loving phase, Hot PornStar phase,
Oriental/Thais/Chinese phase, Massive Tittie loving phase,Blondes only phase, the PSE, the BDSM, the Mrs Robinson type phase,
the hot Black girl phase, hot Indian girl phase, really rare exotic phase..eg, Afghan, Arab, Samoan, Estonian, Fijian, Iranian, Mongolian, etc,
some real 'Bobo' Fetish stuff, Duos, 4-sommes, Massages/Tie & Tease, Dom, MMF, GB's etc,etc.
I'm still at phase 1 ffs, hot, twenty-something Roms sat on my face weekly phase..I've lots of catching up to do yet..