Well that's bollocks. Of course it's conscious. You literally said that after seeing three black women, you've been put off. It couldn't just be because those three particular women were shit. You've decided they were shit in bed because they were black.
Nothing wrong with having a sexual preference, but the reason you've given is most certainly racist.
I have to be honest, Rochelle, normally, I find your posts on this forum quite erudite. But, in this case, not..
I have to admit, in general (stress that phrase), I don't find black or oriental women sexually attractive. With black girls, I love the colour of their skin.. And when they have a hot body (which for me is not thin and petite), they arouse me. And when I see the pink of their midrift on their black skin, well, there is nothing better. But for me, sexual attraction is more than that.. it is also their facial feaures and their demeanour. And, unfortunately, on both accounts, they
generally don't float my boat. If I am having a punt with a SP who doesn't float my boat, it really isn't going to happen and it is a shit punt. No fault on her part... but not doing it for me. And for orientals, it is pretty well much the same as black women. I'm not going to go into what stereotypical features turn me off.. but they are are almost ubiquitous amongst both black and oriental women.
I am not racist.. I have had punts (before finding out about this fine site) where I found white and Indian (usually my favourite) SPs similarly unattractive, and in those cases, where they went all out to satisfy me (so I would have given a positive review), but to me, it was a shit punt. Similarly, I had a wonderful punt with a black lady back in 2006.. but she floated my boat because I found her totally attractive.
There's nothing racist about it.. Unfortunately what I find unattractive about women is often a feature of them. The poster you responded to (@RogerBoner) should be congratulated because at least he challenged himself another two times... I generally won't punt black or oriental SPs, or really any SP, unless I can see their face beforehand. And I respect an SP who says they won't see men of different types... Nothing wrong with it at all (as long as they are happy to see me!
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