You make a very good point and your posts are never other than balanced and calm. Thank you.
My views on this have also changed over the last month.
My family and I began self isolating a week before the official lockdown and we have been very rigorous is observing the physical distancing and staying at home etc.
As time has gone on, I have seen the future of my new business fall to pieces, seen the resources we have in place dwindle, felt cooped up and frustrated and have read information daily from a variety of sources. And I fear for the future - both on a financial and on a personal level.
Ultimately, I have come to believe a more utilitarian approach would be a better way forward and as someone in the higher risk categories I have come to terms with the fact that this means it may cost me my life to stand by my beliefs.
We have always lived with risks, and over my lifetime we have seen more and more of these risks reduced as the world has become a safer place, while at the same time we (the media) have catastrophised and created a growing culture of fear.
My understanding is that the lockdown was put in place to flatten the curve and prevent overwhelming the NHS. We (the public) have done our part to achieve this aim while the authorities have failed to provide the NHS staff with sufficient PPE. Now that we have significantly slowed the rate of infection and are better resourced (with a dedicated hospital), the time has come IMO to begin relaxing the measures and prevent the impact of lockdown having unforeseen consequences.
I largely agree and everyone's personal situation is unique, although it will have some common factors. This will influence how we feel and our views. I am retired with a good income .. not to mention a comfortable large house and gardens. Whilst no spring chicken, I have no 'relevant' comorbidities, so my perception is one of personal low risk ... a case of "I'm alright Jack" (with the proviso the virus can kill anyone if it has your name on it)
However as I progress across my large extended family (including those of my immediate household) the bigger picture becomes far more complex and with one family member in a similar position as your own personal situation.
My logical brain struggles with making sense of it all in terms of the future. I am largely an optimist but equally a realist and the latter makes me struggle with the former.
As you point out, the lockdown has undoubtedly bought us some time and so far prevented healthcare being totally overwhelmed and also given some breathing space to think. That must change ... although I feel we are not yet quite at that point of starting the process?
However, pending an effective vaccine at some point (far from guaranteed) this virus is currently virulent and contagious enough to mean we will likely require a regime involving a controlled rate of hospital admissions and deaths over a much longer period of time. We may get some short term natural immunity to assist but this cannot be relied upon. Those deaths could over time be potentially very high in number and undoubtedly many of them will be ahead of their time on this earth. We may have no choice but to accept that.
Whilst we rightly condemn the powers that be, for their lack of preparedness and incompetence, which has led to our present predicament, I do not envy the future choices that they will have to make.
Whilst we are all 'armchair experts', I wouldn't want the burden of actually having to take those difficult decisions, especially with a previous poor history in that respect!