I have not quit altogether, but far more selective, especially after my last disaster.
OK: clarified. I was simply taking you at your earlier word/s, viz:
"...I have quit"I am more interested in the domination scene, any recommendations always welcome.
I truly would, if I could, in that direction
but I can't. Keeping a straight face is too high a price for me, and I find the acting mostly unconvincing. I have, however, tried many times to get hold of one from that fraternity, whom I believe you once favoured; but I must be a marked man, because she's never responded.
Yes, this site helps but ...What is the answer?
To appeal to your patriotism, and paraphrase Churchill, isn't it largely a matter of
'keep on, buggering on' (sodomy optional) - and not allowing oneself to be needlessly discouraged?
Whilst you are suffering over there in your House of Lamentations; thousands are going out, relentlessly, every day and night, and are too busy having a ball to heed the wailing. Disappointments abound, but then, they always did - and the good experiences usually more than compensate us for the rotten ones.
And, as Nik, who was also at a dangerous, near terminal point of discouragement, recently demonstrated to us all; it really can all turn out for the better, if only you'll step out and let it...
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