I laugh and think did i just fuck that munter if that is the reason or laugh at being too nice and letting the bitch mug me if the service is terrible. Absolutely no point looking for blame or blaming yourself, thinking about the hard earned or scrubbing yourself in the shower. Money is gone, if you got a dose you got a dose, and blame is not going to make the slightest bit of difference.
Life is too short, paid your money, made your choice, good bad or ugly the dead is done.