That anticipation can be awesome, just a shame it's sometimes the best part
I don't punt anymore and it is exactly for this reason. The buzz for me was the anticipation, looking on adultwork for the girl, messaging her, waiting for a reply, arranging a time, the drive over there, trying to find the place, the "I am outside" text message. All of this was massively exciting and an adrenaline rush.
Then the comedown would start as soon as the door was opened, but I would think I am here now so more often than not see it through. Too many times afterwards I have thought "that was a waste of money" or "I should have walked"
Occasionally I do think I will try again, but the majority of them are rom/Brazilian (apparently) so they are out straight away. The UK girls have priced themselves out of the market, so I usually end up reading reviews on here, message a few and then give up and have a wank instead.