I really feel that I'm not able to say anything more.
In hindsight I acted naively, accepted a lot of things at face value and allowed my personal life to become involved with my punting life.
Putting that to one side Emily provides an excellent service as an escort - certainly the best GFE I've known.
I'm certain that no one would be disappointed when meeting her as testified in her AW feedback.
The following is my perception, but this reads to me like you developed EAS for this woman. That you allowed yourself to believe the positive, ego affirming, or apparently personal things she said within her job to make you feel good and coming back for more. In the periods of not taking bookings from you, I suspect she was managing her concerns and trying to reinforce boundaries. Alternatively, you may consider that her actions were manipulative and exploitative, but you left yourself vulnerable to this. Not easy to deal with or acknowledge I suspect. As a punter I'm interested in whether you simply didn't look after yourself properly, or whether you think she deliberately set out to deceive you.
The way you've worded your responses also suggests that you don't want to say anything that would preclude any possibility of future contact with her. I don't know your previous experience of punting or EAS but there's a wealth of experience and advice here if you state the actual issues. I think you should stay well clear of her and carefully consider whether you've experienced this before
Edit: I've just read your reviews. Repeating pattern?
