I've read 100 times about punters who fell for hookers and always advised them not to be so stupid, keep it professional etc.
Then I went and did the same thing! I start chasing some girl, dropping loads of cash on her, offering to help with her life problems, neglecting other stuff in my life and building plans in my head.
Fucking ridiculous. I'm angry at myself for being a fluffy twat. It was just sex and like many hookers this was a pretty fucked up girl who was just a bit better in bed on average. She wasn't a catch and I think she barely tolerated me let alone want anything else.
Why are even experienced punters such pussys sometimes when it comes to the pussy?
Never again will I make the same mistake!
(This is not the same girl who found my address. It appears I have made some very newbie mistakes after a decade of successful punting!)