CIM isn't essential for me. I prefer not to cum in a johnny, so I’m happy with any alternative to that; CIM, facial, COB, tit wank, hand job, I enjoy em all. If CIM’s on offer I may partake, and whilst I love a proper throat pie when available, I’ll often request my spunk be lewdly spat or dribbled into my mouth, for me to swallow.
The only thing close to remorse I experience, concerns the time and money wasted on a shit punt, which I’ll never get back.