What a title ay? This takes me back to my psychology lessons in college. To make things simpler; in this case I'm talking about a particular song that reminds you very strongly about an escort experience. So music = explosion of emotions.
What happens is; before I leave for the incall, I pick a song I've never heard before and listen to it constantly during the journey to her place. After I've seen the girl, I continue listening to this song on the way back home. It ONLY works if I have never heard the song before.
So in terms of classical conditioning; the escort is the unconditional stimulus, the song is the neutral stimulus and my response is the unconditioned response. Eventually after continuously listening to the song I become conditioned. The song becomes the conditioned stimulus and the intense feeling of euphoria becomes the conditioned response!
So now, every time I listen to the song, the feeling of euphoria floods me and reminds of the girl I saw; reminds me of all the amazing emotions I felt. It's like a catharsis. It greatly helps especially if the girl is very attractive. So far, I have conditioned myself to six songs to four different escorts. The latest song I've been conditioned to is 'Inside Out' by a band called 'Spoon'.
The poetry of this is that; it's fucking beautiful. A song that, no matter what, will ALWAYS remind me of that incredible encounter I had and all those emotions. I can just put my headphones on, close my eyes and relive that moment. I actually find it quite eerie how a single song could take me back so well.
The peculiarity is that, although the whole thing is beautiful, every time I hear this song (which I genuinely love) I have to put up with the melancholia of the conditioned response..... That I'll never see her again any time soon.
I can also do it with smell. In this case a perfume. I apply it on during the intimacy and then the smell reminds me of it all.
No, I'm not creepy. Most of all this has happened to me without realising. I only recently became aware of it and thought, why not use it to my advantage?
