Quite nervous at the prospect. Don't understand what top and bottom means exactly.
Should I just experiment with a female and strap on.
I'm quite unsure whether I'm a TS porn addict or a genuine TS fan.
In general terms, Top means you give anal, Bottom means you receive anal.
Yes, if you want to receive anal you'd best experiment with dildoes of increasing size (up to the size you're interested in) and with lots of lube.
Well if TS porn has got you into this, you pretty well won't know until you try.
And like I mentioned earlier, do your research from the reviews here, some TSs specialise in Bottom or Top, others are Vers (versatile) and some are especially good for beginners and will go a little slower and more gently.
It's your bum, and you need to try and make it last a lifetime
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