No I don't feel violated. I feel regretful.
I should have gone for more in the moment.
She gave me access and I decided to withdraw. Those NBA players get access and they do what they do.
I'm sure you would love it GLM, a buff escort letting you hit raw without you needing to convince her or make hints. I think every punter dreams of full maximum sex with these escorts. But then there is reality and that's what condoms are for.
Have I ever fantasized about it yeah sure but that's as far as it goes for me. The only time I been raw in a prossie was when a condom broke pounding out a big batty EE in Brussels RLD was only 30 seconds or so before noticing We were both horrified, got tested soon as I got home all was ok.
I know how easy one can lose yourself with a woman as it's happened to me in civvie world, definitely feel some women no matter how smart, well off, normal etc have some desire/fetishism for getting nutting in by certain men they like.