It's wrong, if it's wrong it's exciting. As I've gotten older I do like to push my boundaries, suppose chasing a high like a junkie.
I have a very straight life and a position of responsibility, and in the chiral image of my day to day I will indulge my desires. For ex, one of my favourite punts the girl was hot as fuck, and I'd seen her a while and she had shared about a crack habit. I will not indulge that far, it would be a career ender to fail a drug test, but watching her smoke some rocks got me hard as hell and we had a fantastic session with her high as a kite. If I could get her to do the same in a car meet that would be even better.
Naughtier the better, I'm not in this for ESA or even a real regular I want a girl to act like a hooker, I don't want the GFE, or PSE, I want a hooker to be a hooker, dress like a hooker, and do what I want them to do.
My moods change and so do my punting choices.
BTW the wife of many years knows fuck all, and home sex life is healthy.