The OP appears to be long-gone, poor little lamb. I wonder if he still checks this thread?
If he does, here's some free advice:
1. Embrace all the comments - they are very entertaining!
2. Ignore all the gay/bi/deluded/ (de-nile) comments. This is an anonymous site, who cares what anyone else thinks? The urge ain't gonna go away because of James's opinions!
3. Don't expect 99% of Pre-op TS's to be as amazing as they look in their pics. Trans persons have mastered the "art" of photoshop as well.
4. Avoid Latino TS's. Hung like fucking donkeys, not ideal for a first experience!
5. Stick with oriental ladyboys to start with. No third leg and likely to be prettier!
6. JFDI (just fucking do it!) and enjoy yourself.
7. Come back on the site and post a review - I did, got all the shit you did but it didn't bother me in the slightest. Such fun hearing the homophobes kick off!
I hope you go ahead with it and either enjoy or hate it. At least you will have had a new experience, good or bad.
To all the guys who have been so socially conditioned they consider anything remotely "gay" to be bad, suck it up lads. (pun intended)
Some of us don't care about pigeonholes, or even what James might think!