I've just realised how weird this is...
I love porn that ends with CIM, and it's one of my fantasies.
But....I've only performed the act once with a WG and it was because she gave an unexpectedly good blowjob to the point where I couldn't contain myself and I just...blew.
When it comes to actually having sex, I prefer to finish while inside a girl.
To me, it feels like a waste of time and money to finish on her face, mouth, or body.
Especially since I'm a one-pop man.
Yet..and this is the weird part...I find myself only searching for girls that do CIM and swallow.
If her profile doesn't have CIM then, in my mind, she's simply not 'dirty' enough for me and I don't want to see her..despite the fact I never do CIM..
I think its because I obviously search for a girl when I'm fantasizing, and part of my fantasy, as I mentioned before, is CIM and swallow. So those fantasies heavily influence my search despite the fact I know I won't be playing them out.
Does anyone else do this? Is there a search parameter that you have as a requirement but never actually utilize during the meet?
